Ok, now on a more focused not. I like that your H is taking a more proactive approach. All though it is tough, be open to his change, pray and follow the promptings. Ask for "guidance" and get yourself prepared for it. If he will be apart of it, even better. What is your inner "voice" telling you? Perhaps, since he is now open to action, it's time for a refocus in your life. Get back to basics, get back in tune.
I've got faith in you. You haven't come this far and fought this hard for nothing. Stand up, do the basics and move towards your goal.
