Quote: And once I let him in, I have to find the strength within to continue letting him in, even after he acts like an idjit.
My gosh, woman, do you realize what you are asking of me??
ROTFLMAO!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yes. I do. It's dam hard, too.
It's time to tackle yourself, honey. You can do it. 'Receiving' from another is sooooo much harder than giving. You are really good at giving. Now get really good at 'receiving,' and just see how Mr. HP responds. I think it will stun the ever living sh!t out of you... and make you wonder what the he!! took you so long to do it.
Oh... and by the way. I've started doing the 'thank you' exercise... I say 'thank you' so much now, they are the two most often spoke words I use. The results are AMAZING.