Quote: It was SO hard to read all of it. To know what was going through his mind and, gulp, to know how thin the thread had stretched that held us together. (translation: it freaked me out to realize that I was romantically unloved--how dare he!!--during that time)
Ah, Honey! hugs, hugs, hugs.
I get this. When I tracked down NOP's posts here and read them - it was probably one of the most painful things I have experienced. So, hugs to you, sweetie. On the occasion that I'm tracking down an old post of his in response to someone - I revisit that pain. It doesn't exactly put me in a real good place. So, if you found it too painful, you might want to avoid it in the future if it leads to rehashing.
