Please reread what WCW, GH, and BND wrote. I see this in you - your Happiness is defined by the state of your H. Like it or not - your H has his own problems (anger, moodiness, expects you to jump when he says so, ....). You cannot define your happiness by him. You will go crazy.
You have made a ton of progress - yes - this is NOT the time to quit. But you need to figure out how to isolate yourself from this garbage. You have more than shown your H how much you love him. For him to even suggest that over the phone (which BTW - you are not there to show him anything) that you need to show him you love him not tell him is crap! You have done nothing but try to please him. He wants everything but doesn't appear to give much.
Until he realizes what his problems are - he is in denial. I know that this is like - denial is a horrible monster. But he has to figure this out. You have to continue to be beautiful you! You have to work on your happiness and not allow your H to drive your mood(I know it's hard.).
