Ali, You have come so far on this journey, now is not the time to quit. OK, quick question for you (don't yell at me)where are you right now in your cycle? I know that for me, the time when I have the most insecurities and allow the demons in my head to run free is when I am premenstrual. As for the "unavailable" I don't believe it means answering the phone. My Husband also told me this. He felt like I was not there for him and was always so busy with everything else and everyone else. This is when he reconnected with an old friend, someone to talk to. Now I pay attention to his words. I listen and validate and have found it is so much easier to build him up then to tear him down.... Even when I don't feel like it, I do it.
There can be no testimony without a test. I am praying to go through this test and come out the other end with a new and better marriage then before.
