I acept his calls b/c in the past he sed I was unavailable to him
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To answer your question he has sed both by phone and just me,, And I must admit beneath the surface I always am waiting for him to say what he sed to me yesterday.
So maybe I come off as unavailable????
.... but I do not feel so and yet if he is saying this I feel like I take responsibilty fot it even though he can voice this aloneness in a different way.
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Is it making you feel better to take/make those calls?
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yes and no I want to pretnd he never sed this and he is just feeling low and then I think I should talk @ it//
I am so sorry I sound so pathetic but he has sed this many times during our M and he sed yesterday too I just ddo not want to change I can but I wont he sed to me..
Thank you so much for taking time to post to me I feel lost right now and like I have to start over again, I am feeling like I am not up to dooing this anymore,, he gets this "feeling" alot when he says he feels alone and lost and he then feels it means he should not be with me cause I do not "make him happy,, have already recommended counseling even when we were seperated and he wil not go , I told him to go for him and not for any other resaon..
I feel so scared at this point scared for my kids scared for him and scared for me..
God bless...
