I BELIEVE YOU ARE RIGHT HE HAS DRIVEN ME OVER THE EDGE I did not call him last nite @ work he called me cause his boss was trying to get a hold of him,, I told him when he left I could handle things,, anyway I acept his calls b/c in the past he sed I was unavailable to him, also I am calling him and I guess I should stop b/c he complained that while he is gone I do not call him,,, ( I forgot to post this) I explained ( this morning when he called )that I have left many messages on his cell everyday when I think of you or I miss you but I have explained this to you before when you have gone to Mexico to see your parents I have you everyday they do not soooo that is why I do not call you constantly when you are over there it is not b/c I do not care it is b/c I care that I want you to have more time with your parents....
I dunno I am so frustrated right now... he sed he would call later and I will post more later, I hope he figures this out...
I explained that I am scared and had actually felt like this for a few days before he sed those words to me but I set it aside cause I thought I should and was just being insecure...he had to let me go to do something and asked if he could call me back.
I am damned if I do damned if I dont,, the other day when I called cause I knew he would want me too ((( and of course I miss him too))he blew up but then if do not call he gets angry too,,,,,
I appreciate your input and I am trying so hard I just feel lost....
