Alimari, you have let your H drive you to the edge, maybe over the edge. Why do you let him? Why do you accept his phone calls? Why do you continue to call him? I understand you have to have contact to run the business, do that much but no more. It is very hard to break that contact but when he talks bad, you feel bad. Quit the phone calls. It is ripping you up.
Live your life while you are still living. Riding the trail less traveled.