I had another busy day,, I feel like I am not getting anything done and yet I am I just want to be done with everything.... I am busy on the phone a bit with people that work for my h,, and trying to get stuff done around here.. I guess it is really hot down there and our D9 is having a blast... My h talked to me 3x today and he did well, no moodiness or dryness, he was flirting with me again. I told him I missed him and I loved him,, and he sounded happy....he did not say those things back but that is ok he is showing me he loves me but I have explained to him it means alot to me when you say the words and for him he always says show me do not tell me.. So I guess even though I love hearing ILY,, he told me so on Saturday,, I will have to be ok with his way of "showing" me.
I just sometimes feel like he is stingy with the words ILY and I love to hear tthem....plus he did have his MOM right next to him he told me . ....so generally he is more reserved when she is next to him. She is a very controlling person. I wonder if he will want our whole Family to go to Mexico this Christmas we used to go every year up until 2 Christmas' ago. I must admit the thought petrifies me....his Mom is very 2 faced and I have a hard time with people who are not real.
Anyway enough rambling. Just wanted to post my thoughts for the day as random as they are. I hope tommorrow is a better day for me and for all of you. take care and God bless...
