My H has called me twice since I last posted and is in great spirits,, he talked to me the first time over 30 minutes and he was sounding soooooooo happy,, he got a little upset when we touched on the subject of work but I stayed calm and he said I am not trying to sound rude ... much better!

he really made my evening and his PMA really made me feel happy and made me feel as though he will return at least somewhat rested...
...he then called again a bit ago and talked to me again and was flirting with me...

I answered the phone and he started with " WHOS my hot tamale? etc. etc. ...this is the Man I fell in love with and he had been acting like this for a while now.But every now and again he turns into someone I do not want to hear....

When he gets back ,, I would really like for him to work on his "STUFF" ,, I hope he is up to it and I will address it gently....


You know this is how I always wanted to interact with him but we never could ,, in an open and honest relationship where we both feel loved and respected,,, his dark moments are ugly and then he is like this..just beautiful and so full of life.
I know it can not always be like this but he started to get frustrated @ work and he let it go,,, this I would love to see more...

Thank you all again for your support it means sooooo much to me and my family cause they reap the benefits of all your help...keping me strong!


God bless...