I do not want to lose sight of how strong I have become and who I am now,,, I have been to hell and back and found me and who I am and what I need and noone can take that from me,, it took me a long time to get here and noone will so easily take me back to being who I used to be,, I will keep working on me and be the best me and be happy. I deserve it.
I also wonder if me telling him during our seperation to GO and be happy that I would be fine,, and he decided to stay,,,contributed to his insecurities?
he seems to need soooo much reassurance from me of my love..... I dunno puttting my random thoughts here,,,,I gave him the freedom to go and he chose to stay,, what does that mean to him?
I hope you all have a fabulous weekend,, off to work.. Will check in later. GOD bless.....
