Do get a C, it should help you lots, you need a third party to see the sitch from afar. There seems to be a pattern in which he is very mean to you, then latter he apologizes and thinks all is alright, it isnt alright. -------------------------------------------------------
thanks hon,,,, I am going to get a C cause I need to,, for my Happiness,,
...and yes this has to stop or our "M that we are working so hard to make beautiful will not be in my eyes, only his.
He has the misconception of thinking that he can later erase any ugliness with being super sweet,, I may act sweet in return cause it is who I am but it stil hurts and I do call him on it now... but better than constantly having to call him on it.. I would like to help him learn that this is UNACCEPTABLE,, you can get angry I have always told him but hurting me is not an option,,,,, he still does not get it...
I know he is better than this but he does not...the day he realizes his worth and treats me with that sort of love he needs to give himself we will have arrived.... God bless....
