YEAH YOU ARE RIGHT ..I sit here awake wondering why I try so hard why I never give up. I really really do wonder sometimes why I chose to forgive when it still hurts sooooooooooooo much when will I feel better when will I be able to be free of the pain he caused me? I dunno.
I am tired of the pain I am tired of crying...
I feel sad tonite and sometimes everyday so I try to stay positive and be me.. In the end if he does not change and I can not endure the pain where do I go what do I do. I can only pray that he will grow up... Another Miracle I guess. This is so hard Honey so hard. God bless....
