Well my H arived last nite and he was trying to smother me with sweetnes of course it helped but I made him apologize for being rude to me yesterday..... 180 for me.. I did it in a silly way and he said to me " Ok I take it back I am sorry I said that to you..." 180 for him too.
This morning again not to beat a dead horse but I made him apologize again (180) , usually I just frogive and forget but as we get more comfortable I would like to enhance our Marriage and make him grow as a person.... No I can not or do not want to control him but I need him to grow with me or we will be back to the bad Marriage we had before.
He respects me so much more now and I need him to keep working on him so we can make our Marriage beautiful.
The thing I enjoy NOW (180) is he accepts his errors and is trying to change so I will keep on my journey and enjoy the blessing God has given to me ....
a Husband who loves me , who is not without sin ,but I firmly believe will make it up to me and a Man who will be by my side as long as I live. I wil keep having faith and love with forgiveness ,,,,he stumbles and he has fallen,,, but he got up and I chose to folow him, because he asked me to. He will continue to try to be the Man he needs to be for himself and I will hold him up when he seems to need to be held.. I will not enable him I will support him on his Journey to grow as a human being. Forgiveness is the best gift I can give him, myself and most of all our children... God bless....
