Thanks for the support. I am working on things. Maybe this isn't the healthiest but I'm pulling back slightly. I'm also trying to focus on GAL and things that make me happy (just like during the divorce!!!). If worse comes to worse I could always try increasing the Celexa, but I'd like to avoid that if possible. I don't like relying on a medication, but at least if I get too obsessive I do have that option...
Unfortunately, there were a few bad moments over the weekend, but there were also some good ones too. We went to a birthday party and I was even nice to one of his closest friends (who supported the affair!).
But this is a struggle..... I'm really working very hard to stay "sane," be kind, and get that friggen OP out of my head.
On the good side things have been smoother yesterday and today. Christmas shopping seems to help
There is no arriving, ever. It is all a continual becoming.
