It's kind of funny how you can be doing great and then something comes along and just throws you for a loop. I guess I need to expect a little of this during this whole transition.
Heck, it's still really early!!!! We only stopped the divorce recently and he moved back in last month!!!!!
Nevertheless, I really have to PMA big time. I've worked too hard to allow this whole thing to fall apart now. Thanks for all the great support. I''ve been reading all your threads today and it's really helping me clear out some of the negativity.
I think it's mourning a loss, and now I need to come up with other things that are special. Since the physical intimacy I felt was so special for so many years was lost (the fact that it was 20+ years with one person and that's kind of unique in this day and age) now I need to find other things that make the relationship special....
There is no arriving, ever. It is all a continual becoming.
