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this feeling did pass (of course not before I did call


nope, it didn't pass, you are still excusing your actions and deep inside you are planning on doing it again 'til you drive your H nuts.

BTDT, with the snooping, I know it is a hard habit to break, and I think it;s one of those habits that needs to be broken cold turkey, no "I'll just check his car for a bit" or "oh, a new txtmsg he should learn about..for the last time"

My H was understanding and actually concerned when he called me, but I did broke the nice streach of non-A related talks which sets us back I want him to be safe w/me, now I'm back to square 1 on that matter.

<sigh>

...but we also rejoice in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; perseverance, character; and character, hope. piecing after separation