I have just read snippets of your post and quite honestly, I don't have the energy right now to try and read through all of it and disect. But, I need a little hope right now. Would you jump on my thread in newcomers sometime or just give some pointers about what advice you'd give on how to get through this time of limbo. I feel like everyone is telling me it isn't going to work. I'm scared.
Very little is needed to make a happy life; it is all within yourself, in your way of thinking. -Marcus Aurelius