I finally got a locked thread!!! Previous one is here Jen_Jam's thread
Well, its a good time to start a new one cos H and I talked last night, wow it was a rollacoaster, I broke just about EVERY DB rule, became a WAW for an hour but the talk ended with H and I recomitting at 1am!!!! He agrees to building a new and better relationship. I will post more later on this - some of our old patterns are well and truly broken - loads to tell, got to take it in myself a bit too, but it IS good news. I would like to continue posting here, just to give a roundedness to the whole situation. I don't just want to say "hey I'm not getting a D I'm outta here!!!" and also I realise the road ahead isn't going to be smooth. As Michelle says, the DB never really stops. OK - must go, more tomorrow when I'll have a little more time.
Bomb (ILYBINILWY, don't want to be married)Sept05 Seperated Sept/Oct 05 Oct 06 - H recomitted July 11 - I am now a WAW.