I was not trying to disrespect you W twith my Sick and Twisted comment. It was more just saying that eventhough you have fessed up to everything and told the truth, her mind is not ready to accept it yet. That is what I meant by sick and twisted. Guess it was bad phrase to use. However, All you can do now is continue to be completely honest and deal with the repercussions of your deciet. Eventually the trust will come back if you keep proving that you are honest. I would not try to justify anything to her nor defend yourself just be there to listen to her. I am sure in one way or another she is trying to tell you what to do you just have to be the listener and figure that one out. But I am not in your shoes so I do not know how bad it really is.
Ben 32 STBXW 29 3 kids (D1,S4,SD8) (1 dog 5months) Status: Fighting for the Kids.
"The only thing we know about future developments is that they will develope."