why is it that after six years of this nightmare it's still not over?
Is piecing really supposed to be like this? Am I even piecing? Why do I feel like I'm simply exsisting here?
Why is it the holiday season a time when couples are supposed to re-connect, cuddle by the fire, spend quality time together am I left alone?
Why did my h choose to spend the weekend before Christmas away with my mothers bf instead of at home helping me with the kids gifts or the house or anything?
Why is it New Years weekend and my h has chosen to leave the state to watch football?
Why am I happy that tonight when I go to bed I will have the whole bed to myself for the whole night?
Why is it that h came home?
Why is it that h wants me to accept that this is just the way marriage is?
Am I ever going to reach a point where I know what to do about this relationship?
Here's an actual quote "marriage isn't about having each individuals needs met". Now I know that alone is a statement that can be read many ways...one way is very true but another is awful. Is marriage meant to be of one person going without feeling like they are loved acceptable?
