Yesterday I sat down and had a talk about this with W. Brought it up and told her. Told her bad it messed me up and how sometimes I was terribly unable to control my reactions. Her response was a little jumbled but good. Something about me doing the right thing and trying to save the marriage. (half of it was under her breath) Then she went on immediatly to bring up her brother and his ex-wife who it sounds like they just got back together. They divorced around the time we were separated. Anyway that was jumbled to so I just left it all alone.
Tonight we are going to a formal party. Very romantic. She hasn't said a word about our plans other than we'll be gone for the weekend. I'm just going with the flow on this one and see what happens.
I mades ome other changes last week too but I'll tell you about them later. Gotta go.
If nothing happens my changes will get more drastic next week
