*clears throat*(on second thought that may not be wise either)
well, H never liked, did mornings either.
Given enough time to prepare for the day, I recal that as being a wonderful way to start the day.
back, job loss, smoking, drinking, sence of self, so many things interfere. As a wife, you try to make it all better, cooking and being sympathetic and all, yet there comes a time when damn, youre just facilitating a spoiled sulking kid (For some reason I find myself doing a lot of reflecting at my situation atm where I'm the sulking kid! Was this the friggin pep talk I needed for myself? Can I truly say my pitty party is over? Why can't I believe that? Well for the next 20 min anyhow.)
Pity me that the heart is slow to learn
What the swift mind beholds at every turn.
Edna St. Vincent Millay
