There is real physical pain and fybromialgia type pain. With the exception on the points on teh top of the sacrilliac[sp], and the base of the neck, I'm doing much better.
This leads to better sleep and clearer thought. Pain takes so much energy, yet less, I think, than emotional depression and anxiety. Those two things have to be the most draining, right up there with shock.
Sometimes acceptance can be a relief. It may not take you into the positive column of happiness; but, it gets you out of that whole that wishing and hitting your head against the wall puts you in.
Good Going on getting BB to go to the MC with you! Maybe this will be the catalyst you both need to see things together as a team again.
Bon Chance!
Pity me that the heart is slow to learn
What the swift mind beholds at every turn.
Edna St. Vincent Millay