I understand exactly how your feeling. It takes time to come to terms with it. You over analyze it in the beginning stages, but as soon as your willing to face the truth of what your conscience tells you instead of the deception and confusion your WAS spews out, then you can start to get a better grip on your emotions and start to take control.
"It is curious that physical courage should be so common in the world and moral courage so rare." -Mark Twain
