Hi Michelle - I'm still working on taking care of myself and doing the 180 and truthfully, when people ask me how I'm doing, I can honestly say I'm doing fine. I'm going back to school and my part time job is being very cooperative with my situation. I am very blessed with that. And when I see my H now and then, I do a good job at being happy and upbeat but it isn't difficult because I actually am happy cause for the first time in a long time I'm taking care of myself like you suggested and it feels good. However, when he called today to talk about what the courts said about New Years Eve and the kids, he talks about him having next New Years Eve with them which is the way the courts have ruled it. What hurts is that he can talk so easily about his future and me not in it. And when we do see each other, he too acts like all is fine and makes me think that we are better off separated and not meant to be together. I'm pretty sure he thinks that since I'm so happy and he is so happy, that we're better off this way. We can get along but not live together. How do I get past these feelings? Honestly, I'm doing fine but this one thing is too difficult to just forget about and hope these feelings will pass. Any help on this one??
