Thanks for the encouragement Michele. Appreciate it.
I do exercise. I walk & run daily, do weights every other day and yoga once a week. Have lost 45lbs since the bomb dropped. I've become Lester from American Beauty.
My anxiety levels are ten thousand times lower than they were this time last year. I do go out. And when I look after myself and become mysterious W comes after me. And then the magnetic effect takes hold. I guess I need to better understand where that fine line is between attract and repel. You bet that hurts... to be pursued and then rejected almost in the same breath.