Thanks for the encouragement Michele. Appreciate it.

I do exercise. I walk & run daily, do weights every other day and yoga once a week. Have lost 45lbs since the bomb dropped. I've become Lester from American Beauty.

My anxiety levels are ten thousand times lower than they were this time last year. I do go out. And when I look after myself and become mysterious W comes after me. And then the magnetic effect takes hold. I guess I need to better understand where that fine line is between attract and repel. You bet that hurts... to be pursued and then rejected almost in the same breath.

What else can I do? Besides be more patient?



IAC