maybe she wanted to shop and have time to herself, I'm playing devil's advocate here, but I have gotten carried away while shopping many times, the intended 30min turn into 1and30min trips.
EM, you are sleep deprived something awful, can you take something to help you sleep? it is putting you on edge, take a break ok? are you doing stuff just for yourself? she has her shopping trips, what do you do to relax?
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.