Hi Michelle and everyone: Thank you as always for your reply and support, not just to me but for everyone who is writing in. It means so much to all of us. In answer to your statement, My head knows I have to distance right now if there is any hope for our relationship to progress. Unfortunately, my heart is scared to death that he won't miss me and reach out and "find me". The heart tends to rule over the head,many times in my case, when it should be just the opposite. My judgment gets clouded and I wanted your professional support that I was doing the best thing at this time. I don't trust myself totally yet to make the wisest decisions in regards to this. Its funny how I make major decisions all day long professionally as a nurse, but when it comes to this, I am such an amateur! Thank you for the support! By the way, I'm looking forward to hearing about the Illanya program. Good luck with that-it is so great of you to do it.
