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Yeah.
And he chose to hang himself.



That's how I feel too Amy.

I am not angry with him. I feel sorry for him really.
I want him to be happy, and I want him to be OK.
The only way for me to allow that to POSSIBLY happen for him is to completely let go.
He's is the King of inaction!
I am hoping that a divorce will inspire him.

I've given him a year and I've been his security blanket.
He's gotten another women pregnant, and given me a black eye. . . . . cheated lied and stolen from me.
Broken my heart over and over . . . .
1 year . . . .
I am done.

Maybe years down the road, he will come to me a different person, and it will be a different situation.
Right now, I've come to terms with my own bullshit . . . . and I've been left alone.
It's his turn to face the cold hard truth ALONE . . . and fight his own demons.
. . . In the end it will work out how it was suppose to.
I have faith in that.

This is the right path, I am totally at piece with the decisions I am making.