These are just friends of Kristy (the friend who marriage is also down the toilet!) . . . it's not really dates . . . it's just fun.
It's just what the doctor ordered. It's just hanging out with people who will appreciate me for who and how I am. I don't want a relationship right now, I just want all those nasty things my H said about me to get covered with all the good I know is inside. Being around people who think I'm fun, makes me want to be that way more! It's good to be with friends. Even going to the ER the other night, was a BLAST. The ER should never be fun, but . . . it just was.
I just feel like a huge burden has been lifted, and I am looking at things in a whole new light. I am so thankful for everything that has happened.
I understand a lot more now, and I feel that I am ready to face well anything.
I keep Kevin in my prayers.
Emily and I carved pumpkins tonight, it was too much fun! It's just so nice . . . . I can't explain why. I'm making new memories, and moving forward!
Thank you for the kind words, thank you for always being my guiding light, and giving me the boundaries that so many others lack! I couldn't do this without the help of all of you here. I'll check in tomorrow and let you know how the day went! Have a great one guys!
