Kevin called me today. . . . . . I live in a land of cruel confusion. I am trying to tell myself that I wanted it to be over anyway.
He is just so confused. . . and I am moving on. He says he does still love me, etc etc etc. Feels like a guilt trip, it feels like lies, and him trying to use me, for what I don't know. I am so sick of him, so sick.
He calls and gets me crying and upset, and says things I don't think he means, and I never understand why. I try to remain totally objective, but that is hard for me. I want to help the poor guy, I just don't want to risk my face any more than I already have.
