Good Morning Emily,, Just wanted to stop by and say HI!!! I am so proud of the progress you have made for yourself , so proud and happy. I do not hear fear or anger, resentment in your posts anymore and if you keep this up I feel you will have found the inner peace I have been praying you would find for sooooo long. Best wishes to you honey,, enjoy your day.. God bless...
Quote: If he is miserable all this week . . . I simply see no point to put all four of us through that,
Emily, After the D, the misery will continue. This work will be one whether together or apart.
Also, Emily and Kevin sound great together! I love both of those names.
I read the letter that the ow wrote. It just wreaks of stupidity. I mean she can't spell and it's just so whiny and desperate. I sincerely do not believe that Kevin loves her or wants her in his life. If he did, then why is she begging? Why is she so scared?
My H is officially on his way home. I am soooo confused . . .
In my confusion at least I understand that it is not a time to make decision . . . so I am going to have faith and BE STILL! I will allow this weekend to be GREAT, I will allow my H to simply unwind and relax around me. Something I don't think he's done in almost a year.
I have strange peace, God must be moving in some way. At least he is moving enough in me to allow to expect nothing and except whatever may come, even be it divorce.
I have been thrown tempation, another GREAT guy to talk to, and possibly "fall for" but I see the trap for what it is . . . . . and I will not fall into that hell. I will not be a cheater, I refuse. The Devil can stick that plan right up his you-know-where and spin
I'm getting my act together . . . and preparing to be STUNNING this weekend. Wish me luck! PRAY EXTRA HARD! This is my short prayer . . . . "God grant me this strength to prove that I truly have changed. I can feel the way you have moved in me, when I wasn't watching or expecting it YOU saved me. I thank you everyday for all of your wonder. Let me be and do what you want."
I'll be around, guys ((((((((HUGS))))))))))))) TO ALL OF YOU!
I may have posted this before to you but here it is again anyway...
CHANGE ME
Dear Lord change not Thy will in my life, Or trial and sorrows to be; Renew my faith and make me strong, Change not Thy will, change me.
Though teardrops fall when trouble comes, Like storms on a rolling sea; Let Thy beacon guide my ship to port, Change not the storm, change me.
When Thy Holy Word I don't understand And Thy glory I cannot see; Teach my eyes, give me sight and wisdom, Change not Thy Word, change me.
If the fruit Thou hast given me to eat, Taste bitter and sour, I plea; Let not my will but Thine be done, Change not the fruit, change me.
If sometime I murmur and grumble, dear Lord, About the cross I carry for Thee; Keep it firm on my shoulders, but hold my hand, Change not the cross, change me.
If You change Thy ways to please me, dear Lord, I would soon grow cold and turn from Thee; That You may hear my prayers, dear Lord, Change not Thy ways, change me.
There's a valley that I must cross, Someday Thy face to see; Lest I forget what power is Thine, Change not the valley, change me.
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Emily, I am very proud of you. You have matured a lot since your days back in the Newcomers Forum. I know the growing pains are almost unbearable at times. Just never forget it is all for our good. He said so. Nothing can change His Word. Not one thing. So cling to it and you will come safely through any storm life throws at you...and a few you might stir up all by yourself, too (take it from someone that has stirred up quite a few ). I told you you were in this position because you are the one strong enough, didn't I? Well, so far you've proven me right.
I have strange peace, God must be moving in some way.
AWESOME!!!! This is what I have been waiting to read in your thread for what feels like forever ,, I am sooooooooooooooo proud of you. Congratulations... God bless...
The OW is PREGNANT, she's due in May I think Kevin said. KEVIN AND I ARE DEFINATELY DIVORCING. I told him I would call when I had a list of things that I feel should go into out papers (so that we can try to settle things without a judge doing it for us) He has agreed to only take visitation rights, and also to have it written somewhere that Cassie(OW) will never be left ALONE with our children if he were to get joint custody.
I have a HUGE puffy black eye out of all of this, I am trying to figure out just what to say to everyone. It all happened because she called here, because he told her he would return home lastnight, but he wanted to tell me in person that she was pregnant. So . . . she called and he got all kinds of angry at me, and I got angry right back . . . well push come to shove and I got a black eye and an eyebrow that won't quit bleeding.
I was awesome lastnight, even when he told me about the new baby coming. I said it's ok you know we can work through this. He and I had fun before that, laughing and joking and then all the truth just started coming.
What do I do . . .I don't even know how to think about divorce in legal terms and what I should do/say/etc.
Thanks soreheart. After lastnight the orginal title really seems fitting. I was just hoping to get out alive.
It was a bad time. I'm at peace with the fact that he is "out of my life", let him make hamburger out of someone else, I'm tired of being the landing spot for all his low blows.
I just need some help with the legal aspect of it, so anyone that knows anything please give me any advice. Can't wait to hear from you today Amy . . .
If you'd like to see a picture of my eye . . it is Here
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