I've decided to just sit back and tread water on my marriage for awhile.
I've been moving forward that's all. . . I guess I'm just ready to jump all the way out of the rut.
BUT . . . I don't really know if divorce is what I want. I'm just going to allow him to go where HE wants with it, as long as it doesn't grate on what on I can take (I.E. I will NOT be his OW with her in the picture, etc)
So . . . I'll be standing and continuing to live my life, but I'll keep praying, and I'll try to keep a light on for him, so he knows he's welcome back.
