Quote: I think that I am ready for all these stupid games to be over.
I think I may be ready to just divorce and be done with all of it.
I'm worried about money and all that, but I'll eventually find a job, and we'll make it . . . but I am just sick of Kevin's lies and I'm sick of never hearing from him. I can't live like this. I think the next time I talk to/see him I am going to approach this.
I just don't know what else to do.
If you'd have ever really gotten a life and detached you wouldn't still be going through this crap when the weekend comes and he doesn't call.
Your hope is still terribly misplaced.
So just quit, Emily.
You're not doing your family any good by clinging to the same damn dysfunctional behavior patterns anyway.
You have to WANT to change yourself before you can influence Kevin to want to do the same.
You can be between a rock and hard place and still see daylight.
But only if you sincerely want to.
And let me remind you, with 2 kids, you will NEVER "be done with it all".
