I think that I am ready for all these stupid games to be over.

I think I may be ready to just divorce and be done with all of it.

I'm worried about money and all that, but I'll eventually find a job, and we'll make it . . . but I am just sick of Kevin's lies and I'm sick of never hearing from him. I can't live like this.
I think the next time I talk to/see him I am going to approach this.

I just don't know what else to do.