I talked to my H this morning. I can hear the hurt and confusion in his voice. I am almost still angry at him, he said something about hoping that he definately gets next weekend off (he's supposed to) and to me it felt like a slap in the face . . . his way of setting it up so he can go be with her for the weekend. I'm not stupid, nor do I like feeling lied to.
He was complaining about me having more fun with my friends than I do with him. I tried to validate and tell him I love spending time with him and would rather be with him than with them. I don't know if he helped but I hope so. He was talking about my b-day and wanting to have enough money for the girls Christmas.
I just don't know what to make of him anymore. He's so confused, I feel bad. I guess it's just a waiting game for him to clear his head.