I talked to my H this morning.
I can hear the hurt and confusion in his voice.
I am almost still angry at him, he said something about hoping that he definately gets next weekend off (he's supposed to) and to me it felt like a slap in the face . . . his way of setting it up so he can go be with her for the weekend.
I'm not stupid, nor do I like feeling lied to.

He was complaining about me having more fun with my friends than I do with him.
I tried to validate and tell him I love spending time with him and would rather be with him than with them.
I don't know if he helped but I hope so.
He was talking about my b-day and wanting to have enough money for the girls Christmas.

I just don't know what to make of him anymore.
He's so confused, I feel bad.
I guess it's just a waiting game for him to clear his head.