I love Crossfade Santhony. I'll have to download that song.
I got another paycheck from my H . . . he told me to put it in the bank . . . . so hey, I guess we'll just see.
I'm detached . . . I've accepted (SORT OF) that he and I will never be together again. But I'll try to enjoy the last time he's here (this next weekend may very well be it) and I'm going to try to treat him as I would an old friend. Maybe I don't owe him anything (I.E. a place to stay) but I never turn people away. . . . I'm not making an exception for him, no matter how much wrong he may have done. Who knows he might actually have fun and decide he truly made the right "decision" when he married me. Only time will time. But I expect NOTHING, truly this time
