What I meant was that I feel we were too young to get married or at least I was.
No I am not seeing OM now. Yes I still love my XH. The attention was there from the OM, love was not ever an issue...I never loved him.
What has me rattled is why my XH never asked me about him. I was too inexperienced to realize my XH was with OW.
Yes, I have the book....also it magnifies all that I did wrong. Pleading, crying, begging...it never worked. Maybe we were never meant to be married. Maybe it is too late. But I can't seem to move on. I know he still cares, but when I saw him last, the sight of him brought out all of the love I have for him. He was with Ow and she did not look that great.
