Starting from scratch...

[StrongEnough]

Althea-

Thanks so much for the post. The situation you speak of is incredibly sad. I too hope that something like that never happens again.

I don't post because I guess I just feel that so many people here are fighting tooth and nail for their marriages and here I have mine...and not too sure I want it.

I do read frequently, I just don't post. I am really not in a position to give feedback (positive) to anyone.

Here is what's new here. H's cell bill came in. He has been using almost 800 minutes a month. For someone who cannot use his phone at work......5+ hours of that are at night and on the weekends. He also received some text messages. I asked him about them (because we do not text each other). He said they were advertisments and he would show them to me. Low and behold....he deleted them. I was talking to my mom about my situation. She is a bit jaded due to the situation with her and my father. She is offering me many outs should I choose to take them. Places to stay, etc. The thing is....if I leave the M I lose everything. I will have to file bankruptcy and rent an apartment. Now, for me, no big deal. For my kids.....they have never NOT had their own home and yard. I really have to think about just how much I am willing to put them through. They are first and foremost, even before me, so that makes any decision difficult.

I guess my goal remains the same. Try to take each day as it comes and to get through the holidays.

How are things with you Althea? I was trying to look for your post for updates but couldn't find it!

Thanks again!

(((((MMO)))))

~SE