oh honey, I can see how draining this can be, but dont' loose hope in yourself. You are trying to make your sitch better, you aren't some drunken looser who doens't give a darn about anyone, you are a wonderful woman and mother, love yourself, smile for you and your children. Go back to the old detach tactic and find yourself again, he is pulling you down with his negative attitude and you deserve better than that.
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.
