Starting from scratch...

[StrongEnough]

Hi WL- Thanks for your input. Right now, be both have needs that aren't being met. We know this, and it's been this way for a while. I try to meet his needs, as I know what they are, but again, it doesn't seem to matter.

TOF- Thanks for your input and support. I am taking one day at a time right now. That's about all I can do.

Journaling:

After my post the other day, I emailed him to tell him a few things. I told him that he was treating me and acting the same way he did when he was getting ready to leave us a few years back. I told him that we ALL went through hell with that and asked him to please not put us through that again be staying here with us if it's not what he wants. I also recommended that one of us move into the spare bedroom for now. I then went to work. He called me at work fuming because he got into an argument with his boss. He has yet to mention the email and is acting like nothing ever happened. I know for a fact he got it because we are sharing a computer. The email was marked as read.

This weekend was relatively quiet. H took yesterday out of work to finishing fixing his truck. Right now with work, he is covering 2 stores. The store he didn't call out from is the one he generally goes in early and leaves late for. (To the point he got in trouble for it) A female co-manager there called him ATLEAST three times yesterday (that I was aware of). He has only been there a couple months,......so I found it suspicious. Also, there is a message on a message board that says I miss you, will always love yet, etc. and the initials are something the HE Could use (but they aren't his initials). We both know about this board. The other odd thing is it mentions a hotel. H and OW used to meet up at hotels in the very beginning of their A. I'm not jumping to conclusions, but I am tucking this information into the back of my mind for later.

So, I am trying to just get things done around the house and get ready to go back to work tomorrow. TGhat's about all I can do.

Well, that's all for now. Hope everyone else is having a great weekend!

~SE