No, not willing to rush into anything. Nothing good ever comes of snap decisions.
H and I have both been on AD's. They did help. We have to wait until next month to get health coverage...so maybe then we can both look into going back on them. I know that we are both so stressed and anxious it is now maifesting physically. (Chest pains, nausea, etc...the usual)
Last night H apologized for how he had been acting. He asked for a compromise where I handle my stress better, and he handles me better. I won't be snappy and he will be supportive instead of being condescending or nagging me. I don't know if it's going to last (usually doesn't) but it's something for now.
Also, I am working a job that I like BUT there is no communication in the company. I work out at site and literally have nothing for information, for my reports, etc. I decided to apply directly to the company that I am vending for. Turns out, I applied for the wrong position. (I have a bad habit of under estimating my abilities) and was interviewed for a management position. I was thrilled about that!! I had two of three required interviews today and I go for the third and final in a couple days.
So, today was a good day. I am in a better mood then I have been in in a while. Does that read right??
I'm moving on...at last I can see...life has been patiently waiting for me.
Me-32 WAH-35 DD-11 DS-4 H left 11-03 Piecing- 12/04 WAH again- 03/07 Married 12 years Divorce final May 15, 2007
