hey OT,, I am really sorrry if I came off as not having compassion I guess my response was a little to vague... I think WAS doo have pain and I believe with all my heart and soul that LBS should be able to ask for help in that area,,,,
My H will not discuss anything...
and actually I appreciate your response to my comment cause I knew he felt bad @ what he did. But you explained it to me so much better than I understood.
His wanting me to be SUPER HAPPY ALL the time and anytime I have a look of sadness on my face he asks me WHAT IS WRONG? and I do not want to bring up the hurt so I say NOTHING HONEY I AM FINE. I guess I did not know that he could be in as much pain over what he did as I am...
I gave my H unconditional love thru this whole Journey and even when I found out @ "OW" I wished him well and that God would bless him with happiness with her. I am a very compassionate and passionate person , I guess I need to not be so vague in future posts. I am sorry.
Thank you for clarifying... if I were to explain the amount of compassion I have for my husband it would take to long here, but I will say that often I prayed for God to bless my husband to help him to see that he was a beautiful person and for him to find the Happiness he was so desperately seeking... I never prayed for him to come back to me,, I just prayed for him.
Even thru my agony when I would speak to my H I would ask him how he was feeling and when he would reply "Not any better",, I would reply " I am so sorry you are not feeling any better I will continue to pray for God to bless you ".... I hope this clarifies what I meant..
