Well now I know I may sound like I'm wound too tight today but H is now 4 hours late with no call. So...I guess I moved to piecing from the infidelity boards a bit too soon, huh?
When he called this morning I specifically asked if he was going out after work and he said "No, I'll be home around 1:00 and then we can work on the yard."
I guess the addiction to the OW is just too strong. Why lie to me? If he wasn't doing anything wrong like just having a few beers with the guys after work, why couldn't he just say so? Why couldn't he even lie to me and say that even if what he actually was doing was fcuking the OW? This way, no contact, makes me extremely suspicious especially since it is their anniversary and all. Uggghh
I'm tired of holding on to a one side relationship. Where I love him and he lies to me. What if I was told I only had one year to live? Would I want to live it like this past year? Absolutely not! I know I shouldn't have a R talk but I feel that I need to say may peace.
