Thanks PL!! I almost feel guilty being here. I wish you, Always and others were here with me too! All in good time I suppose. I really love hearing from you and am so glad you follow me. I have taken your advise as far as words go; I am more about action now. What can I DO, not what can I SAY; which seems to put me a few steps backwards. I know in time we will need to talk about what happened but right now I feel like my H doesn't want to go there, like as far as he is concerned he would like to move forward and forget the whole thing since talking about it makes him feel bad about himself. Ya know what I mean?
Anyhow, thanks for being there for me and for being such an inpiration too! This year has been something I wouldn't wish on anyone. I didn't even know I had so many ranges of emotions, nor did I know how much pain I could actually endure. I feel positive and confident about myself right now and that is where I would like to stay!