When W announced about 4 months ago she wants to work it out and wants to go to MC (her suggestion!), I was hopeful and looking forward to move to piecing. Since then I learned that she contacted Om again, and last week she called him at least once a day. After I put my foot down she did write Om last Monday an email that it's over and cc'ed me on it. So I will wait and see.
Depending on W's mood I got everything over the last 4 month, ILY, ILYBINILWY, I DON'T LY (last Sat), ILY like a friend, not like a husband.....pretty much every variation that's out there.
W only purpose in life right now is to make herself happy, the family is collateral damage. Looking back I don't really see W's committment.
I know I'm responsible for my own happyness, but it is very difficult to be happy when you see your family falling apart and the children are affected by her behavior.
So to answer the question of this thread I'm not happy. And I'm not sure anymore if I'm in the right forum. Thinking to move to MLC.
And I do have the thoughts of walking away. During the last month at least once a day.
