same as phoenix, I have to make myself happy, I am happy he is back and that he's warmed up to me some, no ILYs nor affection like before, but I guess there is still time.
I do despair but I know I can't have all I want. So for now, I'm grateful for what I have, he is w/me, not exatly the way I wish but he wants us to work.
It sure is hard work!
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.
