So confused at the state of things right now. Not sure if she is having second thought or just lining me up for a big fall. Stumbled across something that would indicate that she might be trying to nail this things shut, but then seems to be trying more to make things better. I am so unsure of where things are, I feel safer at work then at home. For some reason though, I feel at peace with what I am and what I am doing. Kind of wierd.
On the more positive side, pie was consumed, but not near as exciting as was hoped. Need your thoughts and prayers.
