How to handle H in separate room

[inpain_dup1]

Still don't know what is going on. We are definitely getting a bed on Thursday but that's all he's said. He kissed me on the forehead this morning - he popped in before work. He keeps telling me to keep my chin up and stop worrying. I hope this is his way of telling me he will come back eventually. Has anyone else felt like this? I feel more upset now in a way than when he left - its as though when he was saying there was no chance I kind of accepted it and now that there maybe a chance I feel sick/upset with anticipation of knowing the outcome?